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Lesson with a Hairbrush
by Beth Moore
Knoxville airport all waiting to
board planes:
I had the Bible on my lap and was very intent upon
what I was doing. I'd had a marvelous morning with the Lord. I say that
because I want to tell you it is a scary thing to have the Spirit of God
really working in you. You could end up doing some things you never
would have done otherwise. Life in the Spirit can be dangerous for a
thousand reasons not the least of which is your ego...
I tried to keep
from staring but he was such a strange sight. Humped over in a
wheelchair, he was skin and bones, dressed in clothes that obviously fit
when he was at least twenty pounds heavier. His knees protruded from his
trousers, and his shoulders looked like the coat hanger was still in his
shirt. His hands looked like tangled masses of veins and bones. The
strangest part of him was his hair and nails. Stringy grey hair hung
well over his shoulders and down part of his back. His fingernails were
long. Clean, but strangely out of place on an old man.
I looked down at
my Bible as fast as I could, discomfort burning my face. As I tried to
imagine what his story might have been, I found myself wondering if I'd
just had a Howard Hughes sighting. Then, I remembered reading somewhere
that he was dead. So this man in the airport...an
impersonator maybe? Was a camera on us somewhere?....
There I sat
trying to concentrate on the Word to keep from being concerned about a
thin slice of humanity served on a wheelchair only a few seats from me.
All the while my heart was growing more and more overwhelmed with a
feeling for him. Let's admit it. Curiosity is a heap more comfortable
than true concern, and suddenly I was awash with aching emotion for this
bizarre-looking old man.
I had walked with God long enough to see the
handwriting on the wall. I've learned that when I begin to feel what God
feels, something so contrary to my natural feelings, something dramatic
is bound to happen. And it may be embarrassing. I immediately began to resist
because I could feel God working on my spirit and I started arguing with
God in my mind. "Oh no, God please no." I looked up at the
ceiling as if I could stare straight through it into heaven and said,
"Don't make me witness to this man. Not right here and now. Please.
I'll do anything. Put me on the same plane, but don't make me get
up here and witness to this man in front of this gawking audience. Please,
Lord!"
There I sat in the blue vinyl chair begging His Highness,
"Please don't make me witness to this man. Not now. I'll do it on
the plane." Then I heard it..."I don't want you to witness to
him. I want you to brush his hair."
The words were so clear, my heart
leapt into my throat, and my thoughts spun like a top. Do I witness to
the man or brush his hair? No brainer. I looked straight back up at the
ceiling and said, "God, as I live and breathe, I want you to know I
am ready to witness to this man. I'm on this Lord. I'm your girl! You've
never seen a woman witness to a man faster in your life. What difference
does it make if his hair is a mess if he is not redeemed? I am on him. I am
going to witness to this man."
Again as clearly as I've ever heard an audible word, God
seemed to write this statement across the wall of my mind. "That is not
what I said, Beth. I don't want you to witness to him. I want you to go brush
his hair."
I looked up at God and quipped, "I don't have a
hairbrush. It's in my suitcase on the plane. How am I suppose to brush his
hair without a hairbrush?"
God was so insistent that I almost
involuntarily began to walk toward him as these thoughts came to me from
God's word: "I will thoroughly finish you unto all good works." (2
Tim 3:7) I stumbled over to the wheelchair thinking I could use one myself.
Even as I retell this story my pulse quickens and I feel those same
butterflies.
I knelt down in front of the man, and asked as demurely as
possible, "Sir, may I have the pleasure of brushing your
hair?"
He looked back at me and said, "What did you say?"
"May
I have the pleasure of brushing your hair?"
To which he responded in volume ten, "Little lady, if
you expect me to hear you, you're going to have to talk louder than
that.
At this point, I took a deep breath and blurted out, "SIR, MAY I
HAVE THE PLEASURE OF BRUSHING YOUR HAIR?" At which point every eye in
the place darted right at me. I was the only thing in the room looking more
peculiar than old Mr. Longlocks. Face crimson and forehead breaking out in a
sweat.
I watched him look up at me with absolute shock on his
face, and say, "If you really want to." Are you kidding? Of
course I didn't want to. But God didn't seem interested in my personal
preference right about then. He pressed on my heart until I could utter the
words, "Yes, sir, I would be pleased. But I have one little problem. I
don't have a hairbrush."
"I have one in my bag," he
responded.
I went around to the back of that wheelchair, and I got on my
hands and knees and unzipped the stranger's old carry-on hardly believing
what I was doing. I stood up and started brushing the old man's hair.
It was perfectly clean, but it was tangled and matted. I
don't do many things well, but I must admit I've had notable experience
untangling knotted hair mothering two little girls. Like I'd done with either
Amanda or Melissa in such a condition, I began brushing at the very bottom of
the strands, remembering to take my time not to pull.
A miraculous thing happened to me as I started brushing
that old man's hair.... Everybody else in the room disappeared. There was no
one alive for those moments except that old man and me. I brushed and brushed
and I brushed until every tangle was out of that hair. I know this sounds so
strange but I've never felt that kind of love for another soul in my entire
life. I believe with all my heart, I—for that few minutes—felt a portion of
the very love of God. That He had overtaken my heart for a little while like
someone renting a room and making Himself at home for a short while. The
emotions were so strong and so pure that I knew they had to be God's.
His
hair was finally as soft and smooth as an infant's. I slipped the brush back
in the bag, went around the chair to face him. I got back down on my knees,
put my hands on his knees, and said, "Sir, do you know my Jesus?"
He
said, "Yes, I do." Well, that figures.
He explained, "I've
known Him since I married my bride. She wouldn't marry me until I got to know
the Savior." He said "You see, the problem is, I haven't seen my bride
in months. I've had open-heart surgery, and she's been too ill to come see
me. I was sitting here thinking to myself what a mess I must be for my
bride."
Only
God knows how often He allows us to be part of a divine moment when we're
completely unaware of the significance. This, on the other hand, was one of
those rare encounters when I knew God had intervened in details only He could
have known. It was a God moment, and I'll never forget it.
Our time came to board, and we were not on the same plane.
I was deeply ashamed of how I'd acted earlier and would have been so proud to
have accompanied him on that aircraft.
I still had a few minutes, and as I
gathered my things to board, the airline hostess returned from the corridor,
tears streaming down her cheeks. She said, "That old man's sitting on
the plane, sobbing. Why did you do that? What made you do that?"
I
said, "Do you know Jesus? He can be the bossiest thing!" And we got
to share.
I learned something about God that day. He knows if you're
exhausted because you're hungry, you're serving in the wrong place or it is
time to move on but you feel too responsible to budge. He knows if you're
hurting or feeling rejected. He knows if you're sick or drowning under a wave
of temptation. Or He knows if you just need your hair brushed. He sees you as
an individual. Tell Him your need!
I got on my own flight, sobs choking my
throat, wondering how many opportunities just like that one had I missed
along the way...all because I didn't want people to think I was strange. God
didn't send me to that old man. He sent that old man to me.
John 1:14 "The Word became flesh and made his
dwelling among us. We
have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only, who
came from the
Father, full of grace and truth."
Excerpt taken from Further Still, by Beth Moore, B
& H Publishing Group, Nashville TN. Copyright © 2004 Beth Moore. Used by
permission of the author. All rights reserved.
This article may NOT be reprinted without written
permission from the author. For reprint rights or comments/questions
about this article, please contact the author.
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